For Love Ever

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THE FOREVER BROKEN WORD 

When two hands come to join each other in one forever hold

what if the harsh fate suddenly breaks the forever word in two

and one lover’s hand has to let go the other one

vanishing into the unknown forever world of love?

And how many other forevers

can then befit into just one life

without letting go the hold on the first one

when the hand that has lost the previous grasp

won’t resign to lose the touch of love forever

but keeping forever to hold on it

even if another forever holding hand

arises just from nowhere

yearning a new touch of a forever love?

Perhaps the two forevers will keep the touch of love

in just one single forever hold?

My hand my love, still holds the empty space

where your hand was holding mine

hoping that you can still feel the loving touch

for a forever time.

ennio forina – September 2017

Ode alle Donne

Una donna è una tempesta

Una donna è il sole splendente

Una donna è una poesia

Una donna è una rima

Una donna è una canzone

Una donna è una nenia

Una donna è un fiume

Una donna è una prateria

Una donna è una foresta

Una donna è un fiore

Una donna è un albero

Una donna è una montagna

Una donna è lo spazio

Una donna è un rifugio

Una donna è un nido

Una donna è una sfida

Una donna è una culla

Una donna è un prato

Una donna è un ruscello

Una donna è una lacrima

Una donna è un sorriso

Una donna è un riso

Una donna è un pianto

Una donna è un grido

Una donna è un sussurro

Una donna è la pioggia

Una donna è il vento

Una donna è una brezza

Una donna è uno stagno

Una donna è un  lago

Una donna è una goccia

che spegne la sete.

E una donna è l’oceano

nel quale volentieri affondi

Una donna è qualsiasi cosa che è

e che sarà sempre.

Una donna non è una preda

Una donna non è una conquista

Una donna non è un dono

Una donna è l’orizzonte

dove tu vorresti essere.

 

ennio forina 

 

Ode to the Women

A woman is a storm

A woman is sunshine

A woman is a poetry

A woman is a rhyme

A woman is a song

A woman is a lullaby

A woman is a river

A woman is a prairie

A woman is a forest

A woman is a flower

A woman is a tree

A woman is a mountain

A woman is the space

A woman is a shelter 

A woman is a nest

A woman is a challenge

A woman is a cradle

A woman is a meadow

A woman is a stream,

A woman is a tear

A woman is a smile

A woman is a laugh

A woman is a cry

A woman is a whisper

A woman is the rain

A woman is a gust of wind

A woman is a breeze

A woman is a pond

A woman is a lake

A woman is a drop

to quench your thirst away

And a woman is the ocean

In which you gladly sink

A woman is everything there’s is

And that will ever be

A woman is no prey

A woman is no conquest

A woman is no property

A woman is no gift

A woman is the horizon

where you would like to be.

ennio forina 

The Broken Words of 9/11 2001

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https://www.911memorial.org/registry/ennioforina/sow

WE

We are the lost voices
that nevermore you’ll hear,
we are the fading shades
of those that won’t come back,
shreds of what once were bodies
in ashes and in pieces,
made by the deadly blow
of a sudden hell’s fire.

 For what the Hell can count.

We are those who jumped off
the broken glass and walls,
hoping our death came quickly
to end the pain so unbearable
of burns and suffocation,
hoping that some angel
would save us just before
reaching the hard stone
down on the ground.

We didn’t care the world
was watching all astonished.

For us the world was ending.

We are the thoughts,
evaporating in incandescent steel,
reaching the sky somewhere.

We are the words unspoken,
the calls we never did
for those we cared so much.

We died like many died and die,
for blinding violence,
in blasts and clouds of dust.

We died and asking why
were we the chosen ones,
to end like this so abruptly.

We missed all the chances
to reach again our loved ones
and shining days ahead.

We are our lost and hidden pathways
of knowledge unknown forever.

We are the cry of shame
for an unjust death
just like for many living beings
killed with harsh contempt.

It’s hard to feel the pain of others
until you try it on yourself
then, on the eternal moment,
of losing what you are
you suddenly realize:

Those who don’t feel
the death of others
are not alive at all.

But now all words are useless,
’cause all the pain has gone
and what you may learn by this
will go with us away
from all the rest of you,
survivors and lost
in this loveless, crazy, world.

Now, all of you people,
whether you watch crying
or cheer about a victory
you’ll keep wandering blind
and blindly keep destroying
until you’ll want to find
the ousted sense of wisdom.

We are this growing smoke
that’s hiding all the feelings
of what is left of us
while the life’s breathing
now isn’t even a sigh.

Soon we’ll disappear,
without a touch or whisper
from all our loved ones,
but in some way we’ll stay
like diamonds in their souls.

And shades of darkness inside
anyone who only knows to hate.

For those who cheered our death
and exulted about a victory
we may well be some smoke now
just raising in the sky,
scattered by the winds of evil,
but smoke more thick and dark
will stay in all the minds and souls
that are always raised
i
n all the graves of hate.

Ennio Forina 2001

Until Death…Until Life. Fino a che la Morte…Fino a che la Vita…

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March, 11 – 12.00 AM.  your plane took off in perfect time, like usual, but it wasn’t going to cross the ocean, Philadelphia wasn’t the destination and your ticket was a – one way ticket –
11 Marzo…il tuo aereo è partito in perfetto orario, come sempre, ma non doveva attraversare l’oceano, Philadelphia non era la destinazione e il tuo biglietto era di sola andata.

Remember how we used to speak to each other? Mixing english and italian altogether, in just one phrase or I would talk to you in english and you’d answer in italian and viceversa, a mess, we were never matching, but it was so good to talk to each other…
Ricordi come ci parlavamo di solito? Mischiavamo inglese e italiano insieme, anche in una piccola frase, oppure io ti parlavo in inglese e tu mi rispondevi in italiano e viceversa, che confusione, non eravamo mai coordinati, ma era così bello parlarsi…

What can I do, my love…how can I be without you, for how long, I wish you could tell me in clear words other than feelings…you said to me, crying… “ then I won’t see you anymore!” and I replied almost yelling “ no! you are not leaving and in any case we’ll always be together no matter what may happen, to you, to me, whenever, wherever! This is what I said to you but in my mind there were other unspoken words which you knew well the same “ … for we ‘ve touched our souls so deeply that they got fused together!”
Che cosa posso fare, amore mio…come posso stare senza te, per quanto tempo, vorrei che potessi dirmelo, con parole chiare oltre che sentimenti…tu mi hai detto, piangendo “poi non potrò vederti più!” e io quasi gridando ti ho risposto, “ no! tu non stai andando via e comunque noi saremo sempre insieme qualunque cosa accada, a te, a me, in qualsiasi momento, in qualsiasi posto!” Questo è quello che ho detto ma nella mia mente vi erano altre parole inespresse che tu conoscevi bene lo stesso…“perché le nostre anime si sono toccate così profondamente da fondersi insieme!”

I’ll live still, I can’t do anything else, nothing unjust, I’ll do my tasks as if you were here, as if you ARE here with me, but I really hope and believe that this time you’ll be at the gate waiting for me when my plane will land, like I used to wait for you, and we’ll get a warm cappuccino at the heaven’s bar in the airport, first time in the morning, before going home…and you’ll make fun of me ’cause I’ve said this in my writing, like in my tale of the “Water”… You only know what I’m talking about…
Vivrò ancora e non posso fare altro, niente che possa essere ingiusto, farò i miei compiti come se tu fossi qui, come se tu SEI qui con me, ma spero e credo davvero che questa volta sarai tu ad aspettarmi al gate, quando il mio aereo sarà atterrato al mattino ,come io ti aspettavo, e prenderemo un cappuccino caldo al “bar del cielo” nell’aeroporto, per prima cosa prima di tornare a casa… e tu mi prenderai in giro perché ho detto questa cosa scrivendo, come nel mio racconto “Acqua”…Tu sola sai di cosa sto parlando…

Yes, before I was the one who waited for you almost always, my love, now it’s your turn to wait, in your different time, but I can’t rush, you know it’s not up to me to decide, it wouldn’t be right and we’ll always wanted to be right and do the right things … “I love you”, were the first two simple words that I translated for you, and you didn’t even know how to say them … and I want to say them out loud again as you may hear them and I’m sure you can hear them… I love you, ti amo…I  love you, ti amo… I love you forever Margaret… until a new life will bring us back together… You are inside me and you’ll always be, my endless love. And I’ll say that again, if I hadn’t meet you then by chance, I would have looked for you all over the Universe, and like I promised you when you where leaving, I’ll find you again dear, wherever you are in the Universe…
Sì, prima ero io che aspettavo te quasi sempre, amore mio, adesso sei tu che mi devi aspettare, nel tuo diverso tempo, ma non posso affrettarmi, tu sai che non sta a me decidere, non sarebbe giusto e noi volevamo sempre essere nel giusto e fare le cose giuste…“Ti amo”, erano le due prime semplici parole che ho tradotto per te e tu non sapevi nemmeno come dirle… E le voglio dire ancora a voce alta come se potessi udirle, sono sicuro che puoi sentirle … I love you, ti amo… I love you, ti amo… ti amo Margaret… fino a che una nuova vita ci riunisca … Tu sei dentro di me e lo sarai sempre, mio amore senza fine.  E lo ripeto ancora, se non ti avessi conosciuta allora, per caso, ti avrei cercata ovunque nell’Universo e come ti ho promesso quando partivi, io ti ritroverò cara, dovunque tu sia, nell’Universo…

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I’ve put these pictures of you when you were younger… but there’s no difference for me from then and now, you’ve have always been beautiful inside and out for in your beauty, in your uniquely sweet smile, there always was the eternity of the Universe’s harmony.
Ho messo queste foto quando eri più giovane… ma non c’è differenza per me da allora e adesso, tu sei sempre stata meravigliosa dentro e fuori perché nella tua bellezza, nel tuo sorriso straordinariamente dolce, c’era l’eternità dell’armonia dell’Universo.

 

Come il Vento

“Il vento scorre fluido e parla in un gesto continuo, fino a placarsi o a diventare tempesta…come la Vita.”
16 luglio 2017
 Come il vento scorrendo e accarezzando
le foglie le trasforma in flauti vibranti
anche il gesto di un corpo rivela l’armonia dell’impulso
anche i movimenti sono parole sincere, inascoltati pensieri
trascurate espressioni di sentimenti
che parlano come i sospiri e le grida
e come il vento dialogano anch’essi, sono frasi espresse
che tutto ciò che vive conosce e sa decifrare
come le parole anche i gesti sono ostili ed altri amichevoli
gesti prepotenti ed altri generosi
gesti che feriscono ed altri che carezzano
gesti che rivelano l’essenza di se stessi oppure il nulla
sono rivolti non a qualcuno ma ai tutti sconosciuti
e vogliono dire a voce alta, io vivo per amare comunque
per questo dono ricevuto che mi ha fatto esistere
nonostante il dolore che attraversa a volte
la mia compagna solitudine vera e il deserto degli affetti
o il rammarico di non poter mutare il corso degli eventi
le molte sconfitte senza battaglie
nonostante tutto sono qui per amare
ed è questo che importa, come il vento gentile
che continua a scorrere attraverso le foglie 
per farle vibrare dolcemente e non per strapparle
e dalle chiome degli alberi accarezzate il suono si diffonde
a riempire le anime e tornare  al buon vento che l’ha generato
poiché la Vita ama solo chi ama la Vita.
 

ennio forina 

In the Depth of your Eyes

We live in the matter that can be touched 
and we think that we have a soul that can only be felt,
so we separate the matter from the soul
and wind up believing that they are two different realities.
But all the Universe is pervaded
with the same life and energy of love
from which everything has become, 
only more rarefied, out of our perception and diffused all over.
When what we call matter, concentrates in one point
there a sun becomes and where a sun is formed,
planets may happen, made by the same stardust.
There may happen that kind of life we call life.
But it’s the Cosmos itself that is alive
and each planet could be a sun
if it weren't too little to burn in a nuclear fire.
And so this is what you were and are my love,
a drop of love in the immense love of the universe,
that I can still see in the depth of your eyes
like I see, in the night sky through the window,
the stardust that made you exist, and still be.
ennio forina

The Dock Of Time

So far, so close.

Then far away again,

In an endless game of waves,

Kissing the shoreline and recede,

Touches of foam laughing

With the winds and sun.


So free, so forced,

So movable, so still,

So warm, so aloof,

So fickle, so steady,

Unreachable though prisoner

In my field of attraction.

So different, though the same,

Like the restless sea water,

That I watched rolling up

Just a fluctuating skirt,

While I am lingering

on the Dock of Time.

ennio forina 2017

 

ennio forina

Il Molo Del Tempo

Così lontana, così vicina,

e ancora più lontana,

nel gioco di onde senza fine.

che baciano la spiaggia

e si ritirano in carezze

di schiuma ridente

con i venti ed il sole.


Così libera, così costretta,

così vivace, così calma,

così calda, così distaccata,

irraggiungibile ma prigioniera,

nel mio campo di attrazione.


Così mutevole, così costante

così diversa ma sempre la stessa.

Come l’acqua, instancabile,

che ho visto avvolgersi 

nel suo vestito fluttuante. 

Mentre restavo sospeso,

sul Molo del Tempo.


ennio forina

 

The Tales Of The Sleepless Oak

Shelter from the storm The Acorn Sower 

 The oak was standing proudly in the middle of a slant uphill, surrounded by a green and shiny carpet of grass just looking like a giant stronghold to keep the mount above from falling down. I had just started to walk inside the narrow boulevard flanking the stream to get a better view of the valley, having sometime to spend by myself before heading back to the dining room at the hotel.

Often, by walking amid trees, I was attracted by the all different shapes and “technologies” that plants use to spread their seeds around. All kinds of marvellous and ingenious methods and different structures and I have always been compelled to pick some of the seeds from places were they could never have the chance to grow and take them to some other easier ground afar so to help them to become a tree.   

Trees are friendly, protect us and many other kind of animals from the summer’s heath, whereas they appease the frozen air in winter.
But it was not just for gratitude to that tree, more than thinking that if I could have done something good for another living being with just a little effort on my part, why miss that chance? People pick flowers or branches with gems and put them in vases to garnish a table where soon after they get rotten, children tear off branches for a stick or for no reason or just not caring about, thus ignoring totally that plants too are living beings.

While I was wondering  in my mind with similar thoughts, I realised that it was time for me to turn back, so I picked up a couple of more acorns from the ground filling my pockets, having in mind to drop them elsewhere later, but at the moment I was turning back toward the hotel, suddenly I felt driven to look at the leafy crown of the oak, up above my head, wandering what made it to grow so strong and beautiful in its dark dress of leaves. What had been the power, the impulse, the energy that gave it so much life and the ability to throw its seeds around like bullets forerun by a sharp crack and far away from itself.

But it was getting late and actually it was like the weather was rapidly changing, clouds over my head were gathering and clumping on each other, the smell of rain and ozone was spreading in the air and I thought would have been better to head to the hotel soon, before some hard rain would catch me on the way back. 

Then, at one point and without even realising it, I started to mentally feel some strange vibes coming from where the oak was. Suddenly, I felt a shiver going trough my back and all the leaves of the crown were trembling and a cold wind raised slashing swiftly through the place and each one of the leaves seemed like a whisper of a fluid melody of words. It was like hearing words in music that strangely I was able to decipher and those words sounded like a warning: -“ Like the most of you humans, what your eyes can see is just the shape of things and not the essence. Don’t you hear the storm approaching? Like so many times before, but it may be harsher and stronger than ever”.

“It’s a storm of many kinds and many faces that can hit from many sides and the only thing that can stop it from hurting is a rare to be found defence!”. 

The oak went on while my full body stood unable to move notwithstanding drops of icy rain were already falling on my face. – “Then you see me like an object and call me a tree, but I am something you are not really able to see and I speak a language that most of you often do not hear. Without me there would be no shade, no rest, no haven, there would be no air to breath or rain to drink no burst of life but nothingness” .-

 “However you’ve been so kind to me” – The oak kept saying ” – “and thoughtful taking my seeds around so I want to thank you for all the things I know giving you the knowledge you deserve to have for your direction and for all the times you’ll come to visit me here, I’ll tell you a story that I know is true and worth to know about”.

Then the rain started to pour and the oak stopped talking but immediately after all the leaves shaken by the winds were singing tuned by the beat of the drops.  

These are my roots, this is my calling. To be an haven for birds and house for many more lives and for all of you if only you would let me grow freely.

I am the harbour of your dreams        

The boat that takes you ashore

A bridge to cross the cliff 

The hatred to be hindered      

The calmness for your rest      

The hope that never fades

The reason to keep walking

The flower you won’t pick       

The snail you did’nt crush

A blanket for your dreams

A shield for your beliefs

The wind you cannot catch

The kindness never lost

The lighthouse to get back

The promise never broken

The trust that doesn’t fail

The bird that flew away

The fawn that you let run

The faith without reward

The regrets you did not keep

The smiles you gave for free.

This is the love above your love,

The love beyond all loves

That spreads its seeds all over,

that is the Tree of Love.

And Love is just the Tree

that shelters from the storm.

ennio forina

After the Darkness – Dopo l’Oscurità

Dawn

Non importa chi siamo
come ci sentiamo
dove ci troviamo.
Non importa quanto profonda
e oscura sia stata la notte.
Non importa quello che ci è sfuggito
in fede, sogni e coraggio
nell’oscurità della notte.
Ci sarà sempre un’altra alba
e la luce splendente di un nuovo giorno
che si aprirà aspettando
di incontrare le nostre anime
e allontanare paura e dolore
che spesso crescono aspramente
nel buio della notte.
Resta solo a noi esser presenti
quando la nuda Speranza
solleva il manto oscuro
svelando una nuova
rigenerata offerta di Vita.

ennio forina

No matter who we are,
how we feel,
where we are,
No matter how deep
has been the darkness of the night.
No matter what we have missed
in dreams, in faith and courage
and how lost we were
in the darkness of the night.
There will always be another dawn
that opens up for us
in the shining light of a new day
waiting to meet our souls
and send away the fear and all the sorrows
that often harshly grow
in the darkness of the night.
We just need to be there
when the naked Hope
unveils the blanket of the darkness
and gives us a new chance
of a reborn offer of Life.

ennio forina